dmommybear

Hello.  I am married with 3 children, 12 and younger.  I also work fulltime as an LPN at a county run facility on a long term psychiatric unit.  I love my job and someday plan on going into Hospice.  I like the emotional rewards that I see and get when I am there with someone as they are actively dying.  Knowing they are not leaving to embark on another journey alone, and making sure they are as comfortable as they can be.  My husband is a computer programmer currently working retail for not a lot of $.  I just wish he could get a legitamate work from home type job with a reputable company.  I came to this sight looking for ideas, sugggestion, and help.  I am so far behind on my bills and I just missed my mortgage payment.  I can't possibly work any more hours and still see my kids.  I work the NOC shift so we don't have to pay child care, and I work 6 days a week plus pick up extra shifts when I am physically able.  As it is now, I don't have a lot of time to spend with the family.  I am so tired of struggling to stay a float. I am at the end of the sanity rope.  To top everything off, over the past year I have been battling cancer and have still not gotten everything regulated as far as TSH levels that basically regulate everything in your body, metabolism, energy levels, memory, immune system, etc.  

I'm in need of financial assistance in any way I can get it.  I can't get a loan, credit score is too low due to late payments.  Been to the local agencies for help, but on paper I make too much money.  Of course they don't take into cosideration health insurance, taxes, child support paid out for my husband's children from his 1st marriage,etc.  Someday life has to start getting easier.  That goes for all of us out here. We just need a break.  I am more than willing to repay whatever is borrowed on reasonable terms of course.     

Well, that's my life in a nutshell.

dmommybear